Your Life Is What You Make of It

i keep remembering Bijan's saying that there is so much of value in the loneliness that you go through. It's difficult. Many moments of it. Yet, you look back at it and feel you're facing yourself and you can't get away from it. Yes, you try at points to get away: read random things, write to her, call the other one, chat with the random one ... But the bottom line is you facing yourself. All your shortcomings and strengths... No relationship, no succes, etc. can give you that peace... actually they might help you escape from it. but you've gotta get it man!! the sooner the better.

you've gotta reach peace with yourself, otherwise you suffer... and then you finally work towards that peace.... it's a long way, but certainly worth the effort.