Maybe!

Maybe all that passion is wrong. Maybe he's right and there should not be that "one". Maybe we expect too much from "that" relationship? Maybe my romantisism is wrong and I should direct it to somwhere else. Maybe that "one" is out there, and maybe not. And if not, life is still beautiful...

I should not think of her. It should be practice not to think of any of those dreams. There is so much beauty all around the life and we dummies chose to enjoy one way of it, which actually never works well... This might become a major change. if I can...